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galsim-sison family has this fear of ghosts or spirits roaming around when not in peace. some of them have a third eye.
few stories i was told...
before i was born, ma's cousin died from an accident. whenever a person goes to the bathroom, everyone, no one out, would go with him or her because of fear.
during my ma's uncle's wake, one of my cousins called me to accompany her at the toilet, even if there is no mirror around the commode. another aunt of mine also want a company. a male cousin told us he's inside because he doesn't want to close the door!
since one of my aunt from las vegas have to come for the wake, her husband can't sleep alone so he slept at one of his friends' house!
one part of the wake that an immediate family can't past: spraying of holy water at the coffin. two of my uncles suddenly turned back after the prayer to escape that segment, but i stopped them at the end of the aisle, gesturing them to go back.
few stories i was told...
before i was born, ma's cousin died from an accident. whenever a person goes to the bathroom, everyone, no one out, would go with him or her because of fear.
during my ma's uncle's wake, one of my cousins called me to accompany her at the toilet, even if there is no mirror around the commode. another aunt of mine also want a company. a male cousin told us he's inside because he doesn't want to close the door!
since one of my aunt from las vegas have to come for the wake, her husband can't sleep alone so he slept at one of his friends' house!
one part of the wake that an immediate family can't past: spraying of holy water at the coffin. two of my uncles suddenly turned back after the prayer to escape that segment, but i stopped them at the end of the aisle, gesturing them to go back.
Motherhood
A lot of people say that the reason why they decided to live-in with their partners or get married is because they're bored of being single. In my case, I'm tired of being left alone or being alone - as what I felt when I was single. I needed a distraction during the silence of my life. Silence because when I'm alone, I have no one to talk to. And because of that, I eloped, got myself pregnant, got married, gave birth, raised my son with my husband and parents... and then, I noticed how time went by so fast that I missed Akio's movements in my womb. Right now, I noticed that his tall body will outgrow the crib where I placed him after putting
Shock
Dear Shiro,
I want to say how I regretted the years of my depression, or if only I didn't stop checking DA last 2006 up to now. If Kilroy didn't chat with me through YM today, it might be much more later for me to know what happened.
My mother-in-law is there also, who passed away last May 30. So I was not able to get in touch through the anime community, DA and Facebook. I couldn't believe that right now, I'm grieving and reminiscing (while crying) the EB at Comic Alley, how you introduced me to DA, how Jeiro started the FB if it weren't for her post at Questor magazine, the Anime Asylum, and so on.
Hope you get to see Nanay Edna there fo
May 2008
Since lagging hours put me away from deviantart *plus the most sad part of not being able to get back my old spirited self* I lost myself in a cold wind of doubt, desperation, boredom, loneliness, and pain. It would be hard for my parents to accept my true identity, being the natural lolita. I'm a child at heart with a childlike nature inside and out. Few people can accept and understand what I've been going through, although, for the rest of the outside world, I weird to them. For all I know, it's killing me when I'm afraid that I'll turn out into an old maid. I might sound crazy to anyone who reads this, but this is the real me. I still ca
urgent
i lost my cell phone. my # +639176241749 is now cut.
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